the rain is slowing down production. But, we’re nearly finished with filming the moive, that makes me very happy. I know I haven’t said much to any of my followers on here about this. I’ll put a much longer post on here to fill anyone in, at a later date
I absolutely love this movie, and while watching it, I was reminded, once again, of special people in my life. “The unexpected connections we make that might not last - yet stay with us forever” taken straight off of the back of the movie, reminds me of people like that in my life, one person in particular. I’m often reminded of her, even if it’s by my own free will, but this one struck close. We were good friends, what I thought was an unbreakable bond, quickly snapped in half. Partially my fault, partially hers, nonetheless both of ours. I still care for her deeply, yet she loves another. His name is independence, freedom, and any other word I can come up with to describe her free spirit. I don’t blame her, living a life free of any drama is always best, but what happens when you find that person where you see their beauty, even in the worst of situations? I could tell you, but then I might have to kill you. Any who, we have a ton in common, our adventures, our conversations even our looks to each other were never dull. I know that someday they would be, for that is the fate of any relationship, but I was more than content with that, I was happy. Needless to say, I’m happy either way, but still. On a muggy, hot afternoon, the cold struck. But, even in that cold moment, she kept me warm, with a poem. Idk if she’d appreciate me sharing this, or not, but I want to share it, I’ve carried it around with me ever since. People have written me poems before, but none moved me as much as this one. I may seem a bit selfabsorbed, but I assure you, that’s not the case, for I only want the best for this lass, and if it means not being a part of my life, at least, not as big of a part, then so be it. Let gravity pull, and if the magnetism that attracts us together proves to be stronger than gravity, then I would welcome her with open arms once more. But, currently, I look at it this way. “It was too shortlived of a friendship, that changed me for the better, and will always stick with me forever” We’re still friends, but things are different. Idk if that’s me overreacting, or not, but it does seem different. Either way, I’m going to continue walking, with my head up high, and proud of who I am. But, I digress and now for her poem.
Watching the white trucks passing me by,
Summoning tears that are ringing me dry,
This is the meeting place but where have you gone?
Why is the meeting place the same as the leaving?
Guitars, pianos, voices, drums playing me their lovely songs,
A feeling resonating in my ears,
Such an accompaniment to my fears,
But I shouldn’t be crying, this I’m certain
There’s an abuncance of hopes and of dreams
Some for you, some for me,
My dreams for you, the biggest of these.
I have a deep feeling, that this isn’t over. I’m happy to know that, and without that feeling I’d be okay too. As long as I have the memories I do, to hold on to, I can be happy. Although, it’s sad thinking that there might not be more. But, something tells me that’s not the case, and it’s not hope talking to me, it’s something else. What it is? I don’t know, call it instinct, a gut feeling or what have you, but nonetheless, the feeling is the same. I don’t know how to really describe it, it’s just there.
We said our goodbyes (on the night before),
Love was in your eyes
Now today I find, you have changed your mind,
Treat me like you did the night before.
Were you telling lies (on the night before)?
Was I so unwise (on the night before)?
When I held you near, you were so sincere,
Treat me like you did the night before.
some beatles with relevance, happens more often than not.
I will be purchasing a nikon d40 soon, and I’m very excited, and can’t wait to try it out.
